Servant Girl

HEY!!!!!!

2007-07-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

hey guys im gunna blog really soon like tomorrow hopefully about my summer and a recent camp i attended (Worldview Academy, google it) yeah soo i cant wait to tell you all about it!

sad to say goodbye

2007-06-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

alright guys well i think im gunna stop posting for a while at least maybe for forever not sure yet but i just wanted to let you guys know and i love yall thanks for reading my blog yall can email me at krazykay676@bellsouth.net if ya wanna keep in contact ttyl

TO: all of us who are waiting "patiently

2007-06-07T09:42:00.000-07:00

Everone longs to give himself to somone completely to someone, to have a deep realationship with another - to be thoughly and exclusively. But to the Christian, God says "No - not yet; not until you are satisfied and fulfiled and content with being loved by me alone, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me - to have an intensely personal and unique relationship with me alone. I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will not be united with another until you are united with me exclusively. I want you to stop wishing, stop planing, and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan exisiting - one that you can not imagine.

"I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. You just keep watching me, expecting me, expecting the greatest things. Be content in the satisfaction of knowing that I Am. Dont be anxious, dont worry. Dont look around to things others have I have given them. You just keep looking at me or, you'll miss what I have to show you.

"And then when you are ready, I'll surpise you with a love more exciting and wonderful than any you would ever have dreamed. You see, until you are ready, and the one I have for you is ready, . . . I am working even at this very minute to have both ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have perpared for both of you, you wont be able to experince the love that exemplifed your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlating union of beauty and perfection and love I have to offer you with myself.

"Knowing I love you utterly, I am God Almighty. Believe Me and be satisfied."

yeah i liked it

2007-05-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.

TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.

TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.

LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.

INCLUDE HER IN ALMOST EVERYTHINGS Y0U D0.

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.

L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE.

TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.

H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.

WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.

WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER

KISS HER F0REHEAD.

GIVE HER THE W0RLD.

WRITE HER LETTERS.

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.

LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

CALL HER.

AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER, TELL HER.

AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VED BEF0RE.

WHAT M0ST GUYS W0NT DO

fun stuff!!!!

2007-05-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

the 1st picture was something to do with a doplor thingy!!! i dont know
the 2nd picture is of a TOILET!!! im not sure what his was on but he had a toilet!
the 3rd picture of a board REVOLED! yeah i think NASA was lookin for him. lol
yeah so i won first at the regional science fair and i went to the state science fair because it was the last time i would be able to do a science fair at my school so i went just for the heck of it. it wasnt fun at all but i saw some insane projects. just to remind you my project was about colorful poinsous frogs. NO experiment it was pure research!!! yeah and i won first place and bring that to the STATE FAIR!!!! anyway heres some pics from the fair!! lol

PIC-CHURES!!!!!

2007-05-19T20:19:00.000-07:00

these pictures are from Intro to Business Application and Communication or IBCA and the BOREDOM of the class haha

so you've heard that a picture is worth a thousand words well since im soo busy with work and my life(?) yeah anyway i've gotten in the habit of taking pictures so i can post them on my blog. my brother just recently was able to upload the pictures from my phone so i could post some blogs woohoo soooo yeah and some pictures are just random just like my lovely life hahah what ever enjoy the pics. :)

sorry guys

2007-04-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

ok so i havent been posting in a while because i;ve been busy and im getting even more busy. its good but then again not so good. im glad cause the main reason im busy is cause i have a JOB!!! woo hoo! im workin at Sonny's Pizza as a waitress it not too bad the only thing that kinda stinks is im dependent upon tips although i get to go home each night with money in my pocket so its not bad. Last night was the first night i was REALLY REALLY busy. i was sweating the whole time for about 2 or 3 hours straight i didnt stop i had about 15 tables total it was PACKED!!! i liked it though cause i didnt stop i HAD to work. i made a pretty good amount i was pleased with it. i work tonight and its the Angola Rodeo so its going to be pretty busy again to night.(last night was prom so thats why it was busy) im also finishing out the tennis season. we have a regional tournament on monday and tuesday. we leave the school at 6:30 A.M. MONDAY MORNING!!!!! i dont know what time im getting back but i need to make sure im back by 5 cause im WORKING again. yep its pretty cool. LOL. School is almost out WOOHOOO!!!!!!! YES!!! i dont even know what im doing this summer though so yeha i guess working ahhaha i really really want to do equip but i dont know what thats all about and what that all in tails so im not sure about that but i would love to do it!!! so im really busy now with work and school thats about it for me right now sorry its nothing deep and insightful. i wanted to let yall know why i havent been posting in a while and probably not be able as often as i used to well i g2g get ready for a baseball game so i can get bonus points for school i love you guys!!

i liked it

2007-04-06T18:20:00.000-07:00

yeah so i was driving the other day and and i heard this song and i really liked it

I've had my share of heartache
I've felt the sting of pain
From standing out in the desert
Praying for rain
I,ve seen my lonely teardrops
Fall down my lonely face
Oh how I long to hear the
Thunder roll again

And I want to be
Swept away in Thee
Only You know what I need

(Chorus)
So open up the sky
Rain down Your love
I don't care if I
Never get enough
I just want to be
Caught in that flood
So open up the sky

I've had my disappointments
I've cried a time or two
These showers of love I long for
They only come from You
Now I want to go deeper
And fall in over my head
So send Your Holy downpour
And let the healing begin

And I can't wait
To be swept away
Only You can stop the pain

(Repeat Chorus)

I just want to be
Caught in that flood
So open up the sky

(Repeat Chorus)

just pics

2007-04-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

This is my love, Xave!!! He is AWESOME!! I love him!

and the one above Xave and I is a picture i took at Pathfinders just to see what my hood looked like and i caught Brandon in the back drinking his no straw drink hahah its called Rip and Sip hahah they aren't all that great but its an awesome picture
its such a wierd picture of me but i love Brandon in the back
oh and i have anther picture of me and telia at Eddie and Megan Wedding i liked it and i love my girl telia so i wanted to post it

I LOVE YOU TELIA!!!!

2007-03-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

yeah so this one is for telia i just got back from a baseball game with her and she is awesome so these pictures are for her i love you girl!!!

And the IDIOT award goes to..................ME!!!!!!!!

2007-03-26T16:33:00.000-07:00

yeah ok so we had GEE testing last week and for those who are wondering what that is its the Graduation Exit Exam. I'm soo glad its over but anyway so its pretty much a dead week at school because the teachers put so much pressure on us to pass it when its really no big deal except that if you don't pass it you don't graduate really its no big deal (I'm being sarcastic) yeah well so my friend and me were playin around with stuff on our teachers desk and i decide to pick up the stapler great uh? yeah that's what i thought. So you know how some staplers have the little thingy that allows them to shoot straight like into the wall or something like that.. yeah so i was looking for that to shoot my friend well his stapler DIDN'T have that thing so I'm not really what happen after that but i DO remember stapling my finger, dropping the stapler, saying "OWWWWW!!!!!", looking at my "Stapled finger" and pulling it out. YES you can laugh say idiot or whatever you think is necessary. OH and i forgot to tell you my family and i don't have a lot of tolerance for blood or any pain for a matter of fact so of course i make this big scene everyone is wondering what happened. my teacher (Lester), my friends and everyone else who saw it happen was laughing. i didn't really notice though because i was on the brink of passing out yeah i know i passed out when i got my ears pierced and i was 14 so does that tell ya a little about me hahah so my friends set me down im my chair and everything gets really dark and im feeling a little light headed but i start to clam down and look at my finger and theres TWO little holes thats IT! with TWO LITTLE LITTLE BITTY dots of blood what the heck right? well it was very traumatic to me so the staple went in so far that it was flat across my finger i had to wedge my nail under the staple to rip it out yeah soo thats it (i think) im sorry if it doesn't make sense cause i was doing other things while doing this to so yeah i hope you got a good laugh cause everyone else did oh i forgot. so i came home and told my parents what happened and i was SHOCKED when my dad said " I'm glad. You wont ever do it again" i was like wait, hold on, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!? he wasn't joking was glad i hurt my finger can you believe that? lol yeah so its not that bad but i just wanted to blog about it sense i don't have anything else to talk about. well i hope alls good with you i love you!!! ttyl MAUH!!!

hahah YEAH!!!!

2007-03-11T14:49:00.000-07:00

alright so this is a first i have a second part to my blog before COOL! hahah
so like i said before i went to the science fair Wednesday and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be i kinda liked being nerdy haha i think being smart is attractive but anyway yeah so i got judged the 1st and 2nd judging rounds which was sweet cause i got a chance to do my homework and get some sleep. so yeah i slept the whole 3rd round and the a little of the 4th but about 20 mins left of the judging some REALLY REALLY mean lady talked to me about my board she was askin questions that had NOTHING to do with my project so but she only talked to me in my catagory which was strange but i didnt think much about it considering i had the mind set that i wasnt going to win anything so i went to talk to some of the other girls from my school and they said that if a judge talks to you in the last round of judging you most likely won something so i kinda got excited because i though about what my mom would think if i won 1st! yeah so we went to go eat and i was kinda lookin forward to the awards. i had six people in my group and three got honorable mention so everyone was getting at least something. they called the third place winner and it came down to my friend who won first at our school and me who tied for third but i was soo excited i didnt care if i won 1st or 2nd either would have been fine for me but it was INSANE i won FIRST!!!!!! i have never won anything at any fair i have ever done and i've done at least one each year since 5th grade.
ok another thing i post but no one comments, whats up with that? i dont care its was just somthing i noticed

i love my mom

2007-03-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

ok so its going to be short but i had to post it cause I love my mom!!!
so today me and my friend and her mom went with my mom and me to set up my friend and my board for the science fair tomorrow. i got third at our school so i don't expect to do great but who knows. well when we got home my mom was talkin to my friends mom about if they were coming to the rewards ceromony or not and my mom said "well i dont think so i dont think shes going to place anyway." i was like well thanks mom i love you too. wheres the "oh i think your going to do great!" wheres the support? but the reality is most likely that i wont even get a second glance so alls well i will just spend my WHOLE day at the LSU gym hey if you wanna call me our come see me let me know you can call me at 245-1270 yeah that would make my DAY well i guess ill ttyl i love ya!!!

my "wittle" brain

2007-03-05T21:36:00.000-08:00

alright so as I wait for my hair to dry I'm gunna post because I haven't in like FOREVER gosh I really have been meaning to lately but ya know I such a busy life and all hahah NOT!!! but really I have been practicing my piano piece for recital YEAH hahah but anyway I have been though a lot. I haven't really been expressing it though its really just because it's dumb things that SHOULDN'T even be something I think twice about but I don't know its just a lot of little things. so kudous to Jamie's blog about "Questions" (a little shout out to Jamie) its really great and I think you should read it yeah its kinda what I've felt like so.... on a lighter note today on the way to Chick Nite I was thinkin about how I would REALLY like to spend some time in Australia. I would love to just hang out at Hillsong and soak up some of what makes them so great! but then I thought about how I would have to do that while I'm single and then how would I get the money I would have to have a job so by the time I have the money I would hope I would have a boyfriend then I got to thinking about I hope I'm not one of those people who don't get married until they are like 30 or older. so not thinking much about it Christine Cane(she was AWESOME by the way)was talkin about how we always tell God BUT and how we don't do something because we are too young, too old, were single or married, have kids or don't have kids, whatever it is we make up excuses why we cant do the job HE needs us to do for HIS glory and bringing honor to HIS kingdom. SO your probably what does this have anything to do with what you (Holly Kay) was thinking about earlier well what if God brings me to a place where HE needs me to pick up my life and live in Australia for a time period. what if my boyfriend(if I have one) travels and we end up in Australia. Who knows?
(if that didn't make any sense I'm SORRY it made a lot of sense in my "Wittle" brain haha)
yeah so I'm really tried and I hope that you understood my blog I really have missed blogging I'm working on my blogging skills they are coming along. i love yall!!!
P.S. i like this font it makes me feel like im typing on a typewriter and it makes me feel kinda old ahah

hummmm

2007-02-15T20:46:00.000-08:00

oh gosh man did i miss blogging. im so glad i can blog again i dont know why i love it soo much but i do. maybe it runs in the family (amy-do) yeah well im in my bed with two dogs on my arms so its kinda hard to type but im doing alright. well im like really excited cause i got my hair highlighted and got some red put in it! SWEET!! yeah it was the first time i had EVER done anything as far as coloring to my hair i really like it! although to bad i didn't have for my picture for my LICENSE. yep i FINALLY got my license which is awesome except i don't have a car and my parents aren't really letting my drive anyway. yeah this week has been really awesome cause just about everyday some thing cool has happened. lets see Monday was the talent show in which i won honorable mention for the third year in a row (thats a different story), Tuesday i got my license, Wednesday was Valentines Day. it was pretty cool cause i got to hang out with my parents it was really nice i really liked that! Thursday (today) i got my hair highlighted and i love it! tomorrow is spring pictures and i love spring pics and of course we are leaving for the beach. im soo excited!!! i cant wait. you know as im writing this i was just think that since i have had so many things happen this week ill probable have nothing happen for QUIET a time. i dont do much so these things that happen to me seem big and meaningful things to me! YEAH well i guess i should go to bed since it is 11 and on a school night oh my gosh my mom is going to kill me hahah not really but i will be some tried tomorrow i know that much well ill talk to ya when i get back from the beach hopefully ill have some pics i love yall much love ttyl

ops....

2007-02-10T11:14:00.000-08:00

i know yall are all wondering why im back on the internet and why im posting. lets just say the past month has been the HARDEST month in my life i have ever had. i really dont want to dwell on the fact that im not longer fasting so on a lighter note....SOCCER IS OVER!!!!!!!!!! yeah im excited and to make it even better i just made the tennis team!!! YEA!!!! anyway i dont know whats been up with me really all i can say is that i really could use some down time with just me and God and im really hoping that when i got to the beach next weekend that will happen. anyway i really missed yall!!

hey guys

2007-01-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

i just wanted to let yall know that im fasting the internet for 90 days and that means no blogging for you slow ones. so i just wanted to let yall know where im at for the next 90 days. i cant wait to tell you what God (will do)has done in my life when i get back. well i hope lifes great for everyone i love you and talk to ya soon.

just a little of everything

2007-01-03T19:18:00.000-08:00

hey guys sorry i haven't blogged lately which is funny since i didn't really blog over the holidays and i'm back at school. i had all that time off and i didn't, sorry. yeah well Santa was really nice to Holly Kay this year. i got really nice presents. (THANKS HOWARD FAMILY & GABI) yeah my brother and Gabi got me a cell phone WOOHOO!! then my parents got me an ipod so me and D.J. could share music better. i got a lot of things that were pink this year and pink isn't even my favorite color ( blue is my favorite color btw) umm lets see what else ? oh and i got some new slippers, my sister got me a cool belt buckle, i got a black vest, and i got SOCKS!!! im really glad i got socks because i really need some haha i like the simple pleasures in life what can i say! hhaha i had a great holidays i got my life back in order for the new year(not that it was ever really falling apart) but anyway umm my sister left for California. she be gone for about 6 months. im gunna miss her : ( umm i didnt really do anything for new years. i have found my new favorite show ever!!!! THE OFFICE!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this show its awesome that is one thing D.J., Gabi, and I did this Christmas. FUN FUN FUN hahah oh yeah my mom and i watched Gilmore Girls the Season 6 as we took down the tree that was pretty cool. I LOVE MY MOM!!!! yeah when HPC does the 90 day challenge im going to fast the internet. Ugh its gunna be tough! but im going to focus on my walk with Christ rather than Myspace and Blogging. thats a new years resolution by the way. reading my bible more and really strengthen my walk with HIM. God is moving in St. Francisville and im gunna be ready yeah well thats about it for right now im in the middle of watching the LSU vs. ND so i think im gunna go i just wanted to let yall know that i love ALL of yall!!!! ttyl

just wondering

2006-12-20T15:51:00.000-08:00

just about every time i sign on they ask me if i should update i havent yeat but i was wondering if i should so tell me if you have updated you blogger let me know what the difference is tell me about it. ttyl love ya Merry Christmas

Yeah Im Out!

2006-12-19T17:10:00.000-08:00

YES OUT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!

so I finished all my exams and I checked my grades and I have A's in all of my classes that I know of YES! all I dont know is biology but im pretty sure I made a good grade on that test becuase I studied haha and I also get three points added to my grade so thats really helpful. yeah so Christmas is coming up soon can you believe it? it def doesnt feel like it with the weather in all. its like freaking 80 degrees outside and im running around in shorts and short sleeve shirts but you gotta love Louisiana, right? yeah I dont think I could live anywhere else haha well I hope everyone has a Great, Happy, Wonderful Christmas!

P.S. oh and im lookin at songs to sing for the talent show at my school its not until march but I want to start early so if you have any suggestions let me know I was looking at Barlow Girl and so let me know what you think I want to do something christian so tell me your ideas I love ya lotts!!!

Bitter to SWEET

2006-12-05T17:23:00.000-08:00

alright so I finally have enough time to type a blog cause I've been so busy with soccer. well I was sick the week before Thanksgiving and I missed some soccer and a game so as soon as I could play I went to soccer practice the week of Thanksgiving holidays. We had a game the next day. I was really excited because I had missed soccer sooooo much. The night of the game I didn't have a white jersey because he had given them out the game I missed because I was sick. No big deal I'll just get one from coach. Well after about 5 runs back and forth from the field to his room at the school he realized that the jerseys were in his bag right beside him the whole time. So I was like "haha alright well I still need a jersey." well he had no white jerseys. So he said don't worry about I'll get you in after half time. I'm all cool so instead of just chillin on the bench I decided to do stats and when he gave me the stat board he told me "don't worry I'll get you in." I was fine well that game went by and I did NOT play. I talk to my parents and they told me because I was sick he probable didn't play me. I was upset but I eventually got over it. so I went to practice everyday tried my best because we have to "earn" our spot on varsity.(just to let you know he plays girls who haven't come to practice but MAYBE once or twice a week and play the whole game) so we had a game yesterday, Monday the 4th, he said on Friday's practice that it was a varsity game and he wasn't going to be able to play everyone he said that if we didn't know if we were JV or Varsity ask him so I did. He told me I was JV but because I had come to practice I WOULD play. So Monday rolls around Im excited because I haven't played a game since October. (*NOTE: its December*) so the game is in coventon about 2 and a half HOURS away. I dressed out ready to play. its FREEZING COLD!!!! I didn't start which I assumed because I'm not varsity. But I still expected to play. So because I didn't start I did stats again. No Problem... so half time came and went then someone asked "how much time left? 10 mins." girls who came out were dressing and getting all of their clothes together because they weren't going back in. So my parents came to a game 2 and a half hours away just to watch me take stats. I talk to my parents because they wanted to know what happened and why I didn't play? I said "he didn't play me and started to cry". : ( I got over it but I was still hurt. So I really strongly dislike my coach right now because he has proven to me that not once but twice has he not kept his word. AGH!!!! when my dad picked me up from school today he reminded me that as Christians we have a unique ability to forgive and that I need to let God have control. So even though I have been at practice everyday and played my little heart out ( LOL ) he doesn't play me. Its ok though because God has control and what happens happens I'm not gonna let it get me down. So thanks Dad (even though he will probably never read this) I LOVE MY DAD!!!! What would I do without him? Well I hope you have a great day!

hang in there

2006-11-21T12:46:00.000-08:00

alright so i hope i dont lose you in this post try to keep up alright. if you get lost just ask me later.
so I've been having probelms really giving my whole heart to God. not that I havent it's just that I've started to get caught up in some other things I've kinda started to drifted away. so I've been praying asking God to help me realize that everything is going to work out according to His plan and I need to leave it in His hands. theres a time and place for everything. so in my quite time I was listening to a song and I realized(again) that he died on a cross just for me and that no one else has ever done anything that great for me so why should I give them any part of my heart (not now at least) no one deserves to have my heart. right now im single until God makes its undoubtable clear that I should give some guy my heart. no matter how hard it may get. another thing I thought about is how much delight i get when I serve God or when I worship Him. if I love to worship him so much then why dont I do it everyday. you dont have to be at church to worship God. I cant wait until the day where all I do is worship Him all day( I'm thinking about heaven). so yeah if ya havent figured it out what that problem was at the beginging it was about a guy yeah im human what can I say. yeah so now im going chill and think about my God. I love ya ttyl!

ok poeple come on!

2006-11-18T15:21:00.000-08:00

alright so i just looked at all my friends who have links on my page and i was very very disappointed no one has posted a blog in quite a while what going on people? i want to know what your problems are and whats bothering you or whatever you post will be fine. haha
well i've been sick this past week so... you know how sometimes you lose weight cause you don't eat a lot and everything well i weighed myself today to see if i had a lost any weight and if i had to see how much. i lost about 5lbs but that could also be cause i've been playing soccer also anyway i have lost 5lbs since the last time i weighed myself (which was when..... I have no idea i never weigh myself) but anyway so i told my mom and she was like well you know maybe it was water weight so i said you don't think i lost any weight at all then? and she said yeah i was "o.k. mom thanks for being happy for me" (i didn't say whats in" )i went for being kinda happy to not happy at all. yeah so **i just want to let you know that i really don't care about my weight but just because i was sick i was kinda concerned.**
the only reason i talked about such a dumb subject is because i haven't been to school or out of the house except to see a soccer game in a car so yeah really the only reason i posted anything was so you would post something so go blog about your day oh and i cant wait till refuge sunday night!! woowoot hahah

2006-11-13T15:05:00.000-08:00

yeah so i feel reallly bad and i just waned everyone to pray for me thanks guys yall are awesome much love!!!! ttyl

Everyones Invited

2006-11-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

hey guys this Friday we, West Feliciana High, is playing their first district play-off game so we really need some support. if at all possible it would be great if yall could come let me know ahead of time and i can buy your tickets for a cheaper price. but if not thats cool too., but yeah soo if you can come to the game its this Friday night at 7:00 but you might want to get there a little early and wear blue and white to show your support i love ya and i hope you can come ttyl

an old blog

2006-11-07T18:15:00.000-08:00

Alright before you read this I just want to you to know that I wrote this about a year ago and I didnt feel like changing it so if your confused about something leave a comment and ill ttyl I love yall MAUH!!!

Ok I have been wanting to do this blog for a while now so now I am doing it.

My parents won’t let me date. When I was younger I was really mad because I couldn’t. All my friends have always said "aww yall look so cute together yall should go out" I would always say something to change the subject. I would always avoid the question. I would really like to date who ever he would be but I was always afraid my parents would find out. (TIP I haven’t really had ALOT of guys ask me out. I have always liked the guy. I can count on one hand of how many guys asked me out.)

Then it hit me this past week. one of my friends said you should go out with him he really likes you he always talks to you in class and he flirts with you alot. well I thought what would I gain from dating him? I know that we are just going to braek up sooner or later so why? I want to be that girl that the guy says that’s my girlfriend and we will be together for forever. I don’t want to be just another girlfriend. (Sorry I am going to brag about myself) I and special and I want to be that special someone to someone ( I am not going to be just another girlfriend FORGET IT!!).ill date when I want to get married but why date to date. I will laugh and have fun with guys but I am 15 almost( 5 months) 16. why date just to for the heck of it. I want to be proud when I say I can count how many dates and boyfriends I have had.

so if your reading this and you really want to date me and you just cant help but think about me ALL the time. then i guess you can do one thing. ASK MY DAD!!!!!!! I hope my "prince charming" has the guts to talk to my dad. But be prepared. He might grill you. But if he’s the ONE then he can handle it.

In the meanwhile I am single and waiting for my "prince charming" and I will be this kind of girl friend. If I ever date you.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...

I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...

I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...

I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl who really does want to be friends(ill never break up with you)after a break up...

I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I'M THE GIRL WHO LOVES IT WHEN YOU HUG ME FROM BEHIND OR KISS ME ON THE
FOREHEAD..

I'm the girl who loves you for you; and doesn't care what other people say about us...

I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...

I'm the girl who will always love you...

And just remember I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!

yeah so....

2006-10-30T18:58:00.000-08:00

well i know i haven't posted in a while i've kinda been busy but yeah so im doing soccer everyday and i will have washboard abs by the end of the season haaha yeah right that will be a wish never come true but anyway yeah so my latest drama haha i like that well so i went to the denist about two months ago for my regular six month cleaning and i had soe m sensitivty to sweets on one tooth and i was like "oh crap i have a cavitiy great" yeah so i ltold them and they were like ok well come in next month so i was ireght i can wait that long its not that bad well over the corse of that month it became even more senistive so i was glad to get it fixed. i asked them if it was going to be a big deal and they said no they probably not even have to put my mouth to sleep so i was ok fine no big deal i was nervous at all well when i got in there they gave me a shot and when she checked it i told her i felt it she gav eme another shot just keep in mind my mouth it now DEAD so he drills on the tooth and then fills it he asked me to see if i could feel the difference and i was "no my tounge is asleep i cant feel andything" so i was glad it was over i dont even remember when i had a cavity last.
BUT WAIT IT GETS BETTER!!!!
so i didnt actually eat a sweet on it un til the sunday after that wednesday and i felt sharp high intense PAIN on the same tooth. so i told mom and we went back by this time it had been a week. my mouth didnt hace to be put to sleep and i could feel what he was doing so he just put some more sealant on the tooth he worked on., when i left i checked the tooth to see if i could see a difference I COULDNT!!! and the worst thought ever enterd my mind "did he work on the wrong tooth?"
YES!!! HE DID!!!!
so when my mom checked with teh densit he said yeha we wored on the LAST tooth when it really was the second to last tooth. OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!! i started crying i mean come on i went thorugh all that drama and i have to go through it again. UGH!!! but this time its with a differnt denist thank goodness but it's been two weeks since this has happened and i dont even know when im going to get it fixed i still cant eat sweets on that sidew of my mouth so thats helps in a way.
yep so that been going on in my life how about yours?
yeah did i ever tell you that i CAN NOT spell! yeah just wanted to let ya know.

famous

2006-10-17T16:39:00.000-07:00

- Get Your Own

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!

2006-10-12T14:40:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh yall I am sooooooooo EXCITED!!! like you have no idea. so today I was determined to ask people what they were doing on Sunday night and invite them to Refuge.
ok so there is this guy that I had a "thing" with (NOTHING bad what-so-ever its just a big thing with me thats all) and so i invited him to Refuge and he said he wanted to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was screaming when I told Telia gosh everyone was " whats up with you?" yall have no idea how excited I am I cant even explain. If I were to tell you I would jump up and down like theres no tommorrow. AHHHHHH!!!!! all I thought afterward was THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!! theres nothing else you can say. that is def. an answer to prayer.
that was the best thing that happened to me but not only did he say he was coming but also one of my closest friends and some other guy who is lost as all get out(oh and that other guy is VERY VERY VERY LOST!!!!) so yeah I have had an AWESOME day!!!
Do you realize how awsome God is? I mean there is no way that these people would come to chruch unles it was God. wow I am soo thankful that they are interested in coming. yeah so I've had the best day of my life well I g2g do some more homework but yeah I just wanted to let yall know. I hope you had a great day like I have!!! ttyl
LOVE ~Holly Kay~ :)

PICTURES!!!!!!!

2006-10-08T12:32:00.000-07:00

so these are some pictures that telia, steph and I took just playing around so keep in mind that we are girls. haha

ops!

2006-10-07T15:25:00.000-07:00

i have new blog but its in sept. 14 and it the one with the pictures i am going to post a blog soon with all the pictures i wanted too a few weeks ago. ttyl

A God Thought

2006-10-03T18:21:00.000-07:00

hey guys I have another shower thought! haha yeah well its pretty deep so yeah

well tonight i was at soccer conditioning and i went out there thinking "you know what i really REALLY don't wanna hear people cussing on the field" so... oh yeah did I tell you that its ANYONE from the high school girls and boys all ages. yeah so as i was "typing" haha so i started telling people "hey don't cuss, hey stop saying that" you know and the more I kept saying it the more I became fired up for Christ. By the end of the night I just got to thinking those people who were cussing would probably call themselves Christians and that just made me mad. ooowe!
I mean come on people doesn't Christian mean "Being CHRIST-LIKE!!!!" so if you call your self a "Christian" them ACT LIKE IT!!!!! o m gosh stop giving us a bad name and deciveing others who don't know Jesus Christ. Cause then people begin to think well she/he is a Christian and the are doing the same things I'm doing so then I must be a Christian and they live their whole life thinking that they are going to heaven when the reality is that they don't have a personal relationship with Christ and they are (i hate to say it) but going to hell. guys come on! stand up tell your friends to either stand up for Christ or sit down with the rest of the world and stop plying the game of "being a Christian". guys really, this IS the time the end is near, so really!!!! lets Stand up, Stand out, and Change the World!!!

yeah you like how i typed it in large font ahaha you know why cause its a large idea oh way haha im just rolling with them good ideas LOVE YA!!!! ~Holly Kay~

Pray

2006-09-30T19:53:00.000-07:00

hey guys all im gonna say is pray for me!!!!! Thanks so much!! i love you guys!
LOVE ~Holly Kay~

ok a real blog

2006-09-26T19:29:00.000-07:00

ok(a shower thought) umm i getting addicted to bloging cause myspace is making me mad and so i look froward to check my blog to see if anyone left me a comment i dont really have many friends but you know thats ok cause...... i dont know why but it is and thats all that matters. if people blog i try to leave them comments its just as much fun to me to leave comments as to get them but thats just me. : ) !!!! hahah yeah so about the blog earlier i had just woken up so i was happy haha well ill ttyl love ya!!

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

I HEART YOU!!!!

2006-09-26T14:32:00.000-07:00

hey guys im really happy so i just want all of yall to know that...
I love All of Yall!!!!!!!
yall are awesome
I love my friends!

A BIG HUG AND LOTTS OF KISSES MAUH!!!!! hahaha

FINALLY!!!

2006-09-24T11:52:00.000-07:00

hey guys umm i dont know if YOU know BUT..... my best friends got engaged last nigh yeah its awesome yall all probably know who they are but for those you dont
IT'S....................................................... MEGAN & EDDIE!!!!!!!i know its crazy(as Telia would say) hahah
yeah well my pics still arent working and its really ticking me off but you know what im not gonna let it bother me I'm really excited that refuge is going to be at the middle school tonight so Yall ALL Need to Come!!!!!
well thats all for right now and ill ttyl I LOVE YOU!!!!!

hey

2006-09-18T14:40:00.000-07:00

hey guys umm sorry that i havent been posting but my pictures wont up load right and i have some pictures i want to post so i didnt want to post a blog until i got my pictures working then i just decied that i dont care and when they start working ill post a blog full of pictures cause every one loves pictures

MY BABY!!!!

2006-09-14T14:46:00.000-07:00

ok well as some of you know i have the cutest dog in the world and im not lying. I LOVE him to death! He sleeps with me every night. He is the best! well i took some pictures and you tell me how cute he is?

ugh!

2006-09-13T16:39:00.000-07:00

well I know I said I was going to Refuge BUT when I asked my mom if D.J. could bring me and Telia home she said that he was going to Late Nite and that she really didnt want me going because I would get home late and I have been going to bed late this whole week. so I am sorry guys if you read my blog and was expecting me there I doubt any one read my blog anyway so I am just posting a blog because I have the time and I just felt like telling poeple since I havent seen anyone all day I am fine now but I was really disapointed earlier oh well you cant always have what you want in life right? I love yall ttyl

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

umm here we go agian....

2006-09-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

ok so i've tried these blog things before and they have failed. : ( yes well i always wanted to blog but i never do i always forget well maybe not forget maybe just didnt want to. but i am going to give it a nother shot maybe it well work this time so bare with me if i dont post in a while. you should comment and tell me to post something so i can keep this thing going. well i gotta go get ready for the day and for those who are going to Refuge tonight i will be there i love yall lotts and ttyl

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

P.S. umm just to let you know that i CAN NOT spell you can ask any close to me so if i miss spell something just keep that in mind.