just pics

This is my love, Xave!!! He is AWESOME!! I love him!

and the one above Xave and I is a picture i took at Pathfinders just to see what my hood looked like and i caught Brandon in the back drinking his no straw drink hahah its called Rip and Sip hahah they aren't all that great but its an awesome picture
its such a wierd picture of me but i love Brandon in the back
oh and i have anther picture of me and telia at Eddie and Megan Wedding i liked it and i love my girl telia so i wanted to post it

I LOVE YOU TELIA!!!!

yeah so this one is for telia i just got back from a baseball game with her and she is awesome so these pictures are for her i love you girl!!!

And the IDIOT award goes to..................ME!!!!!!!!

yeah ok so we had GEE testing last week and for those who are wondering what that is its the Graduation Exit Exam. I'm soo glad its over but anyway so its pretty much a dead week at school because the teachers put so much pressure on us to pass it when its really no big deal except that if you don't pass it you don't graduate really its no big deal (I'm being sarcastic) yeah well so my friend and me were playin around with stuff on our teachers desk and i decide to pick up the stapler great uh? yeah that's what i thought. So you know how some staplers have the little thingy that allows them to shoot straight like into the wall or something like that.. yeah so i was looking for that to shoot my friend well his stapler DIDN'T have that thing so I'm not really what happen after that but i DO remember stapling my finger, dropping the stapler, saying "OWWWWW!!!!!", looking at my "Stapled finger" and pulling it out. YES you can laugh say idiot or whatever you think is necessary. OH and i forgot to tell you my family and i don't have a lot of tolerance for blood or any pain for a matter of fact so of course i make this big scene everyone is wondering what happened. my teacher (Lester), my friends and everyone else who saw it happen was laughing. i didn't really notice though because i was on the brink of passing out yeah i know i passed out when i got my ears pierced and i was 14 so does that tell ya a little about me hahah so my friends set me down im my chair and everything gets really dark and im feeling a little light headed but i start to clam down and look at my finger and theres TWO little holes thats IT! with TWO LITTLE LITTLE BITTY dots of blood what the heck right? well it was very traumatic to me so the staple went in so far that it was flat across my finger i had to wedge my nail under the staple to rip it out yeah soo thats it (i think) im sorry if it doesn't make sense cause i was doing other things while doing this to so yeah i hope you got a good laugh cause everyone else did oh i forgot. so i came home and told my parents what happened and i was SHOCKED when my dad said " I'm glad. You wont ever do it again" i was like wait, hold on, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!? he wasn't joking was glad i hurt my finger can you believe that? lol yeah so its not that bad but i just wanted to blog about it sense i don't have anything else to talk about. well i hope alls good with you i love you!!! ttyl MAUH!!!

hahah YEAH!!!!

alright so this is a first i have a second part to my blog before COOL! hahah
so like i said before i went to the science fair Wednesday and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be i kinda liked being nerdy haha i think being smart is attractive but anyway yeah so i got judged the 1st and 2nd judging rounds which was sweet cause i got a chance to do my homework and get some sleep. so yeah i slept the whole 3rd round and the a little of the 4th but about 20 mins left of the judging some REALLY REALLY mean lady talked to me about my board she was askin questions that had NOTHING to do with my project so but she only talked to me in my catagory which was strange but i didnt think much about it considering i had the mind set that i wasnt going to win anything so i went to talk to some of the other girls from my school and they said that if a judge talks to you in the last round of judging you most likely won something so i kinda got excited because i though about what my mom would think if i won 1st! yeah so we went to go eat and i was kinda lookin forward to the awards. i had six people in my group and three got honorable mention so everyone was getting at least something. they called the third place winner and it came down to my friend who won first at our school and me who tied for third but i was soo excited i didnt care if i won 1st or 2nd either would have been fine for me but it was INSANE i won FIRST!!!!!! i have never won anything at any fair i have ever done and i've done at least one each year since 5th grade.
ok another thing i post but no one comments, whats up with that? i dont care its was just somthing i noticed

i love my mom

ok so its going to be short but i had to post it cause I love my mom!!!
so today me and my friend and her mom went with my mom and me to set up my friend and my board for the science fair tomorrow. i got third at our school so i don't expect to do great but who knows. well when we got home my mom was talkin to my friends mom about if they were coming to the rewards ceromony or not and my mom said "well i dont think so i dont think shes going to place anyway." i was like well thanks mom i love you too. wheres the "oh i think your going to do great!" wheres the support? but the reality is most likely that i wont even get a second glance so alls well i will just spend my WHOLE day at the LSU gym hey if you wanna call me our come see me let me know you can call me at 245-1270 yeah that would make my DAY well i guess ill ttyl i love ya!!!

my "wittle" brain

alright so as I wait for my hair to dry I'm gunna post because I haven't in like FOREVER gosh I really have been meaning to lately but ya know I such a busy life and all hahah NOT!!! but really I have been practicing my piano piece for recital YEAH hahah but anyway I have been though a lot. I haven't really been expressing it though its really just because it's dumb things that SHOULDN'T even be something I think twice about but I don't know its just a lot of little things. so kudous to Jamie's blog about "Questions" (a little shout out to Jamie) its really great and I think you should read it yeah its kinda what I've felt like so.... on a lighter note today on the way to Chick Nite I was thinkin about how I would REALLY like to spend some time in Australia. I would love to just hang out at Hillsong and soak up some of what makes them so great! but then I thought about how I would have to do that while I'm single and then how would I get the money I would have to have a job so by the time I have the money I would hope I would have a boyfriend then I got to thinking about I hope I'm not one of those people who don't get married until they are like 30 or older. so not thinking much about it Christine Cane(she was AWESOME by the way)was talkin about how we always tell God BUT and how we don't do something because we are too young, too old, were single or married, have kids or don't have kids, whatever it is we make up excuses why we cant do the job HE needs us to do for HIS glory and bringing honor to HIS kingdom. SO your probably what does this have anything to do with what you (Holly Kay) was thinking about earlier well what if God brings me to a place where HE needs me to pick up my life and live in Australia for a time period. what if my boyfriend(if I have one) travels and we end up in Australia. Who knows?
(if that didn't make any sense I'm SORRY it made a lot of sense in my "Wittle" brain haha)
yeah so I'm really tried and I hope that you understood my blog I really have missed blogging I'm working on my blogging skills they are coming along. i love yall!!!
P.S. i like this font it makes me feel like im typing on a typewriter and it makes me feel kinda old ahah

hummmm

oh gosh man did i miss blogging. im so glad i can blog again i dont know why i love it soo much but i do. maybe it runs in the family (amy-do) yeah well im in my bed with two dogs on my arms so its kinda hard to type but im doing alright. well im like really excited cause i got my hair highlighted and got some red put in it! SWEET!! yeah it was the first time i had EVER done anything as far as coloring to my hair i really like it! although to bad i didn't have for my picture for my LICENSE. yep i FINALLY got my license which is awesome except i don't have a car and my parents aren't really letting my drive anyway. yeah this week has been really awesome cause just about everyday some thing cool has happened. lets see Monday was the talent show in which i won honorable mention for the third year in a row (thats a different story), Tuesday i got my license, Wednesday was Valentines Day. it was pretty cool cause i got to hang out with my parents it was really nice i really liked that! Thursday (today) i got my hair highlighted and i love it! tomorrow is spring pictures and i love spring pics and of course we are leaving for the beach. im soo excited!!! i cant wait. you know as im writing this i was just think that since i have had so many things happen this week ill probable have nothing happen for QUIET a time. i dont do much so these things that happen to me seem big and meaningful things to me! YEAH well i guess i should go to bed since it is 11 and on a school night oh my gosh my mom is going to kill me hahah not really but i will be some tried tomorrow i know that much well ill talk to ya when i get back from the beach hopefully ill have some pics i love yall much love ttyl

ops....

i know yall are all wondering why im back on the internet and why im posting. lets just say the past month has been the HARDEST month in my life i have ever had. i really dont want to dwell on the fact that im not longer fasting so on a lighter note....SOCCER IS OVER!!!!!!!!!! yeah im excited and to make it even better i just made the tennis team!!! YEA!!!! anyway i dont know whats been up with me really all i can say is that i really could use some down time with just me and God and im really hoping that when i got to the beach next weekend that will happen. anyway i really missed yall!!

hey guys

i just wanted to let yall know that im fasting the internet for 90 days and that means no blogging for you slow ones. so i just wanted to let yall know where im at for the next 90 days. i cant wait to tell you what God (will do)has done in my life when i get back. well i hope lifes great for everyone i love you and talk to ya soon.

just a little of everything

hey guys sorry i haven't blogged lately which is funny since i didn't really blog over the holidays and i'm back at school. i had all that time off and i didn't, sorry. yeah well Santa was really nice to Holly Kay this year. i got really nice presents. (THANKS HOWARD FAMILY & GABI) yeah my brother and Gabi got me a cell phone WOOHOO!! then my parents got me an ipod so me and D.J. could share music better. i got a lot of things that were pink this year and pink isn't even my favorite color ( blue is my favorite color btw) umm lets see what else ? oh and i got some new slippers, my sister got me a cool belt buckle, i got a black vest, and i got SOCKS!!! im really glad i got socks because i really need some haha i like the simple pleasures in life what can i say! hhaha i had a great holidays i got my life back in order for the new year(not that it was ever really falling apart) but anyway umm my sister left for California. she be gone for about 6 months. im gunna miss her : ( umm i didnt really do anything for new years. i have found my new favorite show ever!!!! THE OFFICE!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this show its awesome that is one thing D.J., Gabi, and I did this Christmas. FUN FUN FUN hahah oh yeah my mom and i watched Gilmore Girls the Season 6 as we took down the tree that was pretty cool. I LOVE MY MOM!!!! yeah when HPC does the 90 day challenge im going to fast the internet. Ugh its gunna be tough! but im going to focus on my walk with Christ rather than Myspace and Blogging. thats a new years resolution by the way. reading my bible more and really strengthen my walk with HIM. God is moving in St. Francisville and im gunna be ready yeah well thats about it for right now im in the middle of watching the LSU vs. ND so i think im gunna go i just wanted to let yall know that i love ALL of yall!!!! ttyl

just wondering

just about every time i sign on they ask me if i should update i havent yeat but i was wondering if i should so tell me if you have updated you blogger let me know what the difference is tell me about it. ttyl love ya Merry Christmas

Yeah Im Out!

YES OUT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!


so I finished all my exams and I checked my grades and I have A's in all of my classes that I know of YES! all I dont know is biology but im pretty sure I made a good grade on that test becuase I studied haha and I also get three points added to my grade so thats really helpful. yeah so Christmas is coming up soon can you believe it? it def doesnt feel like it with the weather in all. its like freaking 80 degrees outside and im running around in shorts and short sleeve shirts but you gotta love Louisiana, right? yeah I dont think I could live anywhere else haha well I hope everyone has a Great, Happy, Wonderful Christmas!


P.S. oh and im lookin at songs to sing for the talent show at my school its not until march but I want to start early so if you have any suggestions let me know I was looking at Barlow Girl and so let me know what you think I want to do something christian so tell me your ideas I love ya lotts!!!

Bitter to SWEET

alright so I finally have enough time to type a blog cause I've been so busy with soccer. well I was sick the week before Thanksgiving and I missed some soccer and a game so as soon as I could play I went to soccer practice the week of Thanksgiving holidays. We had a game the next day. I was really excited because I had missed soccer sooooo much. The night of the game I didn't have a white jersey because he had given them out the game I missed because I was sick. No big deal I'll just get one from coach. Well after about 5 runs back and forth from the field to his room at the school he realized that the jerseys were in his bag right beside him the whole time. So I was like "haha alright well I still need a jersey." well he had no white jerseys. So he said don't worry about I'll get you in after half time. I'm all cool so instead of just chillin on the bench I decided to do stats and when he gave me the stat board he told me "don't worry I'll get you in." I was fine well that game went by and I did NOT play. I talk to my parents and they told me because I was sick he probable didn't play me. I was upset but I eventually got over it. so I went to practice everyday tried my best because we have to "earn" our spot on varsity.(just to let you know he plays girls who haven't come to practice but MAYBE once or twice a week and play the whole game) so we had a game yesterday, Monday the 4th, he said on Friday's practice that it was a varsity game and he wasn't going to be able to play everyone he said that if we didn't know if we were JV or Varsity ask him so I did. He told me I was JV but because I had come to practice I WOULD play. So Monday rolls around Im excited because I haven't played a game since October. (*NOTE: its December*) so the game is in coventon about 2 and a half HOURS away. I dressed out ready to play. its FREEZING COLD!!!! I didn't start which I assumed because I'm not varsity. But I still expected to play. So because I didn't start I did stats again. No Problem... so half time came and went then someone asked "how much time left? 10 mins." girls who came out were dressing and getting all of their clothes together because they weren't going back in. So my parents came to a game 2 and a half hours away just to watch me take stats. I talk to my parents because they wanted to know what happened and why I didn't play? I said "he didn't play me and started to cry". : ( I got over it but I was still hurt. So I really strongly dislike my coach right now because he has proven to me that not once but twice has he not kept his word. AGH!!!! when my dad picked me up from school today he reminded me that as Christians we have a unique ability to forgive and that I need to let God have control. So even though I have been at practice everyday and played my little heart out ( LOL ) he doesn't play me. Its ok though because God has control and what happens happens I'm not gonna let it get me down. So thanks Dad (even though he will probably never read this) I LOVE MY DAD!!!! What would I do without him? Well I hope you have a great day!

hang in there

alright so i hope i dont lose you in this post try to keep up alright. if you get lost just ask me later.
so I've been having probelms really giving my whole heart to God. not that I havent it's just that I've started to get caught up in some other things I've kinda started to drifted away. so I've been praying asking God to help me realize that everything is going to work out according to His plan and I need to leave it in His hands. theres a time and place for everything. so in my quite time I was listening to a song and I realized(again) that he died on a cross just for me and that no one else has ever done anything that great for me so why should I give them any part of my heart (not now at least) no one deserves to have my heart. right now im single until God makes its undoubtable clear that I should give some guy my heart. no matter how hard it may get. another thing I thought about is how much delight i get when I serve God or when I worship Him. if I love to worship him so much then why dont I do it everyday. you dont have to be at church to worship God. I cant wait until the day where all I do is worship Him all day( I'm thinking about heaven). so yeah if ya havent figured it out what that problem was at the beginging it was about a guy yeah im human what can I say. yeah so now im going chill and think about my God. I love ya ttyl!

ok poeple come on!

alright so i just looked at all my friends who have links on my page and i was very very disappointed no one has posted a blog in quite a while what going on people? i want to know what your problems are and whats bothering you or whatever you post will be fine. haha
well i've been sick this past week so... you know how sometimes you lose weight cause you don't eat a lot and everything well i weighed myself today to see if i had a lost any weight and if i had to see how much. i lost about 5lbs but that could also be cause i've been playing soccer also anyway i have lost 5lbs since the last time i weighed myself (which was when..... I have no idea i never weigh myself) but anyway so i told my mom and she was like well you know maybe it was water weight so i said you don't think i lost any weight at all then? and she said yeah i was "o.k. mom thanks for being happy for me" (i didn't say whats in" )i went for being kinda happy to not happy at all. yeah so **i just want to let you know that i really don't care about my weight but just because i was sick i was kinda concerned.**
the only reason i talked about such a dumb subject is because i haven't been to school or out of the house except to see a soccer game in a car so yeah really the only reason i posted anything was so you would post something so go blog about your day oh and i cant wait till refuge sunday night!! woowoot hahah

yeah so i feel reallly bad and i just waned everyone to pray for me thanks guys yall are awesome much love!!!! ttyl

Everyones Invited

hey guys this Friday we, West Feliciana High, is playing their first district play-off game so we really need some support. if at all possible it would be great if yall could come let me know ahead of time and i can buy your tickets for a cheaper price. but if not thats cool too., but yeah soo if you can come to the game its this Friday night at 7:00 but you might want to get there a little early and wear blue and white to show your support i love ya and i hope you can come ttyl

an old blog

Alright before you read this I just want to you to know that I wrote this about a year ago and I didnt feel like changing it so if your confused about something leave a comment and ill ttyl I love yall MAUH!!!

Ok I have been wanting to do this blog for a while now so now I am doing it.

My parents won’t let me date. When I was younger I was really mad because I couldn’t. All my friends have always said "aww yall look so cute together yall should go out" I would always say something to change the subject. I would always avoid the question. I would really like to date who ever he would be but I was always afraid my parents would find out. (TIP I haven’t really had ALOT of guys ask me out. I have always liked the guy. I can count on one hand of how many guys asked me out.)

Then it hit me this past week. one of my friends said you should go out with him he really likes you he always talks to you in class and he flirts with you alot. well I thought what would I gain from dating him? I know that we are just going to braek up sooner or later so why? I want to be that girl that the guy says that’s my girlfriend and we will be together for forever. I don’t want to be just another girlfriend. (Sorry I am going to brag about myself) I and special and I want to be that special someone to someone ( I am not going to be just another girlfriend FORGET IT!!).ill date when I want to get married but why date to date. I will laugh and have fun with guys but I am 15 almost( 5 months) 16. why date just to for the heck of it. I want to be proud when I say I can count how many dates and boyfriends I have had.

so if your reading this and you really want to date me and you just cant help but think about me ALL the time. then i guess you can do one thing. ASK MY DAD!!!!!!! I hope my "prince charming" has the guts to talk to my dad. But be prepared. He might grill you. But if he’s the ONE then he can handle it.

In the meanwhile I am single and waiting for my "prince charming" and I will be this kind of girl friend. If I ever date you.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...

I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...

I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...

I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl who really does want to be friends(ill never break up with you)after a break up...

I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I'M THE GIRL WHO LOVES IT WHEN YOU HUG ME FROM BEHIND OR KISS ME ON THE
FOREHEAD..

I'm the girl who loves you for you; and doesn't care what other people say about us...

I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...

I'm the girl who will always love you...

And just remember I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!

yeah so....

well i know i haven't posted in a while i've kinda been busy but yeah so im doing soccer everyday and i will have washboard abs by the end of the season haaha yeah right that will be a wish never come true but anyway yeah so my latest drama haha i like that well so i went to the denist about two months ago for my regular six month cleaning and i had soe m sensitivty to sweets on one tooth and i was like "oh crap i have a cavitiy great" yeah so i ltold them and they were like ok well come in next month so i was ireght i can wait that long its not that bad well over the corse of that month it became even more senistive so i was glad to get it fixed. i asked them if it was going to be a big deal and they said no they probably not even have to put my mouth to sleep so i was ok fine no big deal i was nervous at all well when i got in there they gave me a shot and when she checked it i told her i felt it she gav eme another shot just keep in mind my mouth it now DEAD so he drills on the tooth and then fills it he asked me to see if i could feel the difference and i was "no my tounge is asleep i cant feel andything" so i was glad it was over i dont even remember when i had a cavity last.
BUT WAIT IT GETS BETTER!!!!
so i didnt actually eat a sweet on it un til the sunday after that wednesday and i felt sharp high intense PAIN on the same tooth. so i told mom and we went back by this time it had been a week. my mouth didnt hace to be put to sleep and i could feel what he was doing so he just put some more sealant on the tooth he worked on., when i left i checked the tooth to see if i could see a difference I COULDNT!!! and the worst thought ever enterd my mind "did he work on the wrong tooth?"
YES!!! HE DID!!!!
so when my mom checked with teh densit he said yeha we wored on the LAST tooth when it really was the second to last tooth. OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!! i started crying i mean come on i went thorugh all that drama and i have to go through it again. UGH!!! but this time its with a differnt denist thank goodness but it's been two weeks since this has happened and i dont even know when im going to get it fixed i still cant eat sweets on that sidew of my mouth so thats helps in a way.
yep so that been going on in my life how about yours?
yeah did i ever tell you that i CAN NOT spell! yeah just wanted to let ya know.

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