just wondering

just about every time i sign on they ask me if i should update i havent yeat but i was wondering if i should so tell me if you have updated you blogger let me know what the difference is tell me about it. ttyl love ya Merry Christmas

Yeah Im Out!

YES OUT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!


so I finished all my exams and I checked my grades and I have A's in all of my classes that I know of YES! all I dont know is biology but im pretty sure I made a good grade on that test becuase I studied haha and I also get three points added to my grade so thats really helpful. yeah so Christmas is coming up soon can you believe it? it def doesnt feel like it with the weather in all. its like freaking 80 degrees outside and im running around in shorts and short sleeve shirts but you gotta love Louisiana, right? yeah I dont think I could live anywhere else haha well I hope everyone has a Great, Happy, Wonderful Christmas!


P.S. oh and im lookin at songs to sing for the talent show at my school its not until march but I want to start early so if you have any suggestions let me know I was looking at Barlow Girl and so let me know what you think I want to do something christian so tell me your ideas I love ya lotts!!!

Bitter to SWEET

alright so I finally have enough time to type a blog cause I've been so busy with soccer. well I was sick the week before Thanksgiving and I missed some soccer and a game so as soon as I could play I went to soccer practice the week of Thanksgiving holidays. We had a game the next day. I was really excited because I had missed soccer sooooo much. The night of the game I didn't have a white jersey because he had given them out the game I missed because I was sick. No big deal I'll just get one from coach. Well after about 5 runs back and forth from the field to his room at the school he realized that the jerseys were in his bag right beside him the whole time. So I was like "haha alright well I still need a jersey." well he had no white jerseys. So he said don't worry about I'll get you in after half time. I'm all cool so instead of just chillin on the bench I decided to do stats and when he gave me the stat board he told me "don't worry I'll get you in." I was fine well that game went by and I did NOT play. I talk to my parents and they told me because I was sick he probable didn't play me. I was upset but I eventually got over it. so I went to practice everyday tried my best because we have to "earn" our spot on varsity.(just to let you know he plays girls who haven't come to practice but MAYBE once or twice a week and play the whole game) so we had a game yesterday, Monday the 4th, he said on Friday's practice that it was a varsity game and he wasn't going to be able to play everyone he said that if we didn't know if we were JV or Varsity ask him so I did. He told me I was JV but because I had come to practice I WOULD play. So Monday rolls around Im excited because I haven't played a game since October. (*NOTE: its December*) so the game is in coventon about 2 and a half HOURS away. I dressed out ready to play. its FREEZING COLD!!!! I didn't start which I assumed because I'm not varsity. But I still expected to play. So because I didn't start I did stats again. No Problem... so half time came and went then someone asked "how much time left? 10 mins." girls who came out were dressing and getting all of their clothes together because they weren't going back in. So my parents came to a game 2 and a half hours away just to watch me take stats. I talk to my parents because they wanted to know what happened and why I didn't play? I said "he didn't play me and started to cry". : ( I got over it but I was still hurt. So I really strongly dislike my coach right now because he has proven to me that not once but twice has he not kept his word. AGH!!!! when my dad picked me up from school today he reminded me that as Christians we have a unique ability to forgive and that I need to let God have control. So even though I have been at practice everyday and played my little heart out ( LOL ) he doesn't play me. Its ok though because God has control and what happens happens I'm not gonna let it get me down. So thanks Dad (even though he will probably never read this) I LOVE MY DAD!!!! What would I do without him? Well I hope you have a great day!

hang in there

alright so i hope i dont lose you in this post try to keep up alright. if you get lost just ask me later.
so I've been having probelms really giving my whole heart to God. not that I havent it's just that I've started to get caught up in some other things I've kinda started to drifted away. so I've been praying asking God to help me realize that everything is going to work out according to His plan and I need to leave it in His hands. theres a time and place for everything. so in my quite time I was listening to a song and I realized(again) that he died on a cross just for me and that no one else has ever done anything that great for me so why should I give them any part of my heart (not now at least) no one deserves to have my heart. right now im single until God makes its undoubtable clear that I should give some guy my heart. no matter how hard it may get. another thing I thought about is how much delight i get when I serve God or when I worship Him. if I love to worship him so much then why dont I do it everyday. you dont have to be at church to worship God. I cant wait until the day where all I do is worship Him all day( I'm thinking about heaven). so yeah if ya havent figured it out what that problem was at the beginging it was about a guy yeah im human what can I say. yeah so now im going chill and think about my God. I love ya ttyl!

ok poeple come on!

alright so i just looked at all my friends who have links on my page and i was very very disappointed no one has posted a blog in quite a while what going on people? i want to know what your problems are and whats bothering you or whatever you post will be fine. haha
well i've been sick this past week so... you know how sometimes you lose weight cause you don't eat a lot and everything well i weighed myself today to see if i had a lost any weight and if i had to see how much. i lost about 5lbs but that could also be cause i've been playing soccer also anyway i have lost 5lbs since the last time i weighed myself (which was when..... I have no idea i never weigh myself) but anyway so i told my mom and she was like well you know maybe it was water weight so i said you don't think i lost any weight at all then? and she said yeah i was "o.k. mom thanks for being happy for me" (i didn't say whats in" )i went for being kinda happy to not happy at all. yeah so **i just want to let you know that i really don't care about my weight but just because i was sick i was kinda concerned.**
the only reason i talked about such a dumb subject is because i haven't been to school or out of the house except to see a soccer game in a car so yeah really the only reason i posted anything was so you would post something so go blog about your day oh and i cant wait till refuge sunday night!! woowoot hahah

yeah so i feel reallly bad and i just waned everyone to pray for me thanks guys yall are awesome much love!!!! ttyl

Everyones Invited

hey guys this Friday we, West Feliciana High, is playing their first district play-off game so we really need some support. if at all possible it would be great if yall could come let me know ahead of time and i can buy your tickets for a cheaper price. but if not thats cool too., but yeah soo if you can come to the game its this Friday night at 7:00 but you might want to get there a little early and wear blue and white to show your support i love ya and i hope you can come ttyl

an old blog

Alright before you read this I just want to you to know that I wrote this about a year ago and I didnt feel like changing it so if your confused about something leave a comment and ill ttyl I love yall MAUH!!!

Ok I have been wanting to do this blog for a while now so now I am doing it.

My parents won’t let me date. When I was younger I was really mad because I couldn’t. All my friends have always said "aww yall look so cute together yall should go out" I would always say something to change the subject. I would always avoid the question. I would really like to date who ever he would be but I was always afraid my parents would find out. (TIP I haven’t really had ALOT of guys ask me out. I have always liked the guy. I can count on one hand of how many guys asked me out.)

Then it hit me this past week. one of my friends said you should go out with him he really likes you he always talks to you in class and he flirts with you alot. well I thought what would I gain from dating him? I know that we are just going to braek up sooner or later so why? I want to be that girl that the guy says that’s my girlfriend and we will be together for forever. I don’t want to be just another girlfriend. (Sorry I am going to brag about myself) I and special and I want to be that special someone to someone ( I am not going to be just another girlfriend FORGET IT!!).ill date when I want to get married but why date to date. I will laugh and have fun with guys but I am 15 almost( 5 months) 16. why date just to for the heck of it. I want to be proud when I say I can count how many dates and boyfriends I have had.

so if your reading this and you really want to date me and you just cant help but think about me ALL the time. then i guess you can do one thing. ASK MY DAD!!!!!!! I hope my "prince charming" has the guts to talk to my dad. But be prepared. He might grill you. But if he’s the ONE then he can handle it.

In the meanwhile I am single and waiting for my "prince charming" and I will be this kind of girl friend. If I ever date you.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...

I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...

I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...

I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl who really does want to be friends(ill never break up with you)after a break up...

I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I'M THE GIRL WHO LOVES IT WHEN YOU HUG ME FROM BEHIND OR KISS ME ON THE
FOREHEAD..

I'm the girl who loves you for you; and doesn't care what other people say about us...

I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...

I'm the girl who will always love you...

And just remember I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!

yeah so....

well i know i haven't posted in a while i've kinda been busy but yeah so im doing soccer everyday and i will have washboard abs by the end of the season haaha yeah right that will be a wish never come true but anyway yeah so my latest drama haha i like that well so i went to the denist about two months ago for my regular six month cleaning and i had soe m sensitivty to sweets on one tooth and i was like "oh crap i have a cavitiy great" yeah so i ltold them and they were like ok well come in next month so i was ireght i can wait that long its not that bad well over the corse of that month it became even more senistive so i was glad to get it fixed. i asked them if it was going to be a big deal and they said no they probably not even have to put my mouth to sleep so i was ok fine no big deal i was nervous at all well when i got in there they gave me a shot and when she checked it i told her i felt it she gav eme another shot just keep in mind my mouth it now DEAD so he drills on the tooth and then fills it he asked me to see if i could feel the difference and i was "no my tounge is asleep i cant feel andything" so i was glad it was over i dont even remember when i had a cavity last.
BUT WAIT IT GETS BETTER!!!!
so i didnt actually eat a sweet on it un til the sunday after that wednesday and i felt sharp high intense PAIN on the same tooth. so i told mom and we went back by this time it had been a week. my mouth didnt hace to be put to sleep and i could feel what he was doing so he just put some more sealant on the tooth he worked on., when i left i checked the tooth to see if i could see a difference I COULDNT!!! and the worst thought ever enterd my mind "did he work on the wrong tooth?"
YES!!! HE DID!!!!
so when my mom checked with teh densit he said yeha we wored on the LAST tooth when it really was the second to last tooth. OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!! i started crying i mean come on i went thorugh all that drama and i have to go through it again. UGH!!! but this time its with a differnt denist thank goodness but it's been two weeks since this has happened and i dont even know when im going to get it fixed i still cant eat sweets on that sidew of my mouth so thats helps in a way.
yep so that been going on in my life how about yours?
yeah did i ever tell you that i CAN NOT spell! yeah just wanted to let ya know.

famous

- Get Your Own

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!

oh my gosh yall I am sooooooooo EXCITED!!! like you have no idea. so today I was determined to ask people what they were doing on Sunday night and invite them to Refuge.
ok so there is this guy that I had a "thing" with (NOTHING bad what-so-ever its just a big thing with me thats all) and so i invited him to Refuge and he said he wanted to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was screaming when I told Telia gosh everyone was " whats up with you?" yall have no idea how excited I am I cant even explain. If I were to tell you I would jump up and down like theres no tommorrow. AHHHHHH!!!!! all I thought afterward was THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!! theres nothing else you can say. that is def. an answer to prayer.
that was the best thing that happened to me but not only did he say he was coming but also one of my closest friends and some other guy who is lost as all get out(oh and that other guy is VERY VERY VERY LOST!!!!) so yeah I have had an AWESOME day!!!
Do you realize how awsome God is? I mean there is no way that these people would come to chruch unles it was God. wow I am soo thankful that they are interested in coming. yeah so I've had the best day of my life well I g2g do some more homework but yeah I just wanted to let yall know. I hope you had a great day like I have!!! ttyl
LOVE ~Holly Kay~ :)

PICTURES!!!!!!!

so these are some pictures that telia, steph and I took just playing around so keep in mind that we are girls. haha

ops!

i have new blog but its in sept. 14 and it the one with the pictures i am going to post a blog soon with all the pictures i wanted too a few weeks ago. ttyl

A God Thought

hey guys I have another shower thought! haha yeah well its pretty deep so yeah

well tonight i was at soccer conditioning and i went out there thinking "you know what i really REALLY don't wanna hear people cussing on the field" so... oh yeah did I tell you that its ANYONE from the high school girls and boys all ages. yeah so as i was "typing" haha so i started telling people "hey don't cuss, hey stop saying that" you know and the more I kept saying it the more I became fired up for Christ. By the end of the night I just got to thinking those people who were cussing would probably call themselves Christians and that just made me mad. ooowe!
I mean come on people doesn't Christian mean "Being CHRIST-LIKE!!!!" so if you call your self a "Christian" them ACT LIKE IT!!!!! o m gosh stop giving us a bad name and deciveing others who don't know Jesus Christ. Cause then people begin to think well she/he is a Christian and the are doing the same things I'm doing so then I must be a Christian and they live their whole life thinking that they are going to heaven when the reality is that they don't have a personal relationship with Christ and they are (i hate to say it) but going to hell. guys come on! stand up tell your friends to either stand up for Christ or sit down with the rest of the world and stop plying the game of "being a Christian". guys really, this IS the time the end is near, so really!!!! lets Stand up, Stand out, and Change the World!!!

yeah you like how i typed it in large font ahaha you know why cause its a large idea oh way haha im just rolling with them good ideas LOVE YA!!!! ~Holly Kay~

Pray

hey guys all im gonna say is pray for me!!!!! Thanks so much!! i love you guys!
LOVE ~Holly Kay~

ok a real blog

ok(a shower thought) umm i getting addicted to bloging cause myspace is making me mad and so i look froward to check my blog to see if anyone left me a comment i dont really have many friends but you know thats ok cause...... i dont know why but it is and thats all that matters. if people blog i try to leave them comments its just as much fun to me to leave comments as to get them but thats just me. : ) !!!! hahah yeah so about the blog earlier i had just woken up so i was happy haha well ill ttyl love ya!!

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

I HEART YOU!!!!

hey guys im really happy so i just want all of yall to know that...
I love All of Yall!!!!!!!
yall are awesome
I love my friends!


A BIG HUG AND LOTTS OF KISSES MAUH!!!!! hahaha

FINALLY!!!

hey guys umm i dont know if YOU know BUT..... my best friends got engaged last nigh yeah its awesome yall all probably know who they are but for those you dont
IT'S....................................................... MEGAN & EDDIE!!!!!!!i know its crazy(as Telia would say) hahah
yeah well my pics still arent working and its really ticking me off but you know what im not gonna let it bother me I'm really excited that refuge is going to be at the middle school tonight so Yall ALL Need to Come!!!!!
well thats all for right now and ill ttyl I LOVE YOU!!!!!

hey

hey guys umm sorry that i havent been posting but my pictures wont up load right and i have some pictures i want to post so i didnt want to post a blog until i got my pictures working then i just decied that i dont care and when they start working ill post a blog full of pictures cause every one loves pictures

MY BABY!!!!

ok well as some of you know i have the cutest dog in the world and im not lying. I LOVE him to death! He sleeps with me every night. He is the best! well i took some pictures and you tell me how cute he is?

ugh!

well I know I said I was going to Refuge BUT when I asked my mom if D.J. could bring me and Telia home she said that he was going to Late Nite and that she really didnt want me going because I would get home late and I have been going to bed late this whole week. so I am sorry guys if you read my blog and was expecting me there I doubt any one read my blog anyway so I am just posting a blog because I have the time and I just felt like telling poeple since I havent seen anyone all day I am fine now but I was really disapointed earlier oh well you cant always have what you want in life right? I love yall ttyl

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

umm here we go agian....

ok so i've tried these blog things before and they have failed. : ( yes well i always wanted to blog but i never do i always forget well maybe not forget maybe just didnt want to. but i am going to give it a nother shot maybe it well work this time so bare with me if i dont post in a while. you should comment and tell me to post something so i can keep this thing going. well i gotta go get ready for the day and for those who are going to Refuge tonight i will be there i love yall lotts and ttyl

LOVE ~Holly Kay~

P.S. umm just to let you know that i CAN NOT spell you can ask any close to me so if i miss spell something just keep that in mind.