hang in there

alright so i hope i dont lose you in this post try to keep up alright. if you get lost just ask me later.
so I've been having probelms really giving my whole heart to God. not that I havent it's just that I've started to get caught up in some other things I've kinda started to drifted away. so I've been praying asking God to help me realize that everything is going to work out according to His plan and I need to leave it in His hands. theres a time and place for everything. so in my quite time I was listening to a song and I realized(again) that he died on a cross just for me and that no one else has ever done anything that great for me so why should I give them any part of my heart (not now at least) no one deserves to have my heart. right now im single until God makes its undoubtable clear that I should give some guy my heart. no matter how hard it may get. another thing I thought about is how much delight i get when I serve God or when I worship Him. if I love to worship him so much then why dont I do it everyday. you dont have to be at church to worship God. I cant wait until the day where all I do is worship Him all day( I'm thinking about heaven). so yeah if ya havent figured it out what that problem was at the beginging it was about a guy yeah im human what can I say. yeah so now im going chill and think about my God. I love ya ttyl!