hang in there

alright so i hope i dont lose you in this post try to keep up alright. if you get lost just ask me later.
so I've been having probelms really giving my whole heart to God. not that I havent it's just that I've started to get caught up in some other things I've kinda started to drifted away. so I've been praying asking God to help me realize that everything is going to work out according to His plan and I need to leave it in His hands. theres a time and place for everything. so in my quite time I was listening to a song and I realized(again) that he died on a cross just for me and that no one else has ever done anything that great for me so why should I give them any part of my heart (not now at least) no one deserves to have my heart. right now im single until God makes its undoubtable clear that I should give some guy my heart. no matter how hard it may get. another thing I thought about is how much delight i get when I serve God or when I worship Him. if I love to worship him so much then why dont I do it everyday. you dont have to be at church to worship God. I cant wait until the day where all I do is worship Him all day( I'm thinking about heaven). so yeah if ya havent figured it out what that problem was at the beginging it was about a guy yeah im human what can I say. yeah so now im going chill and think about my God. I love ya ttyl!

ok poeple come on!

alright so i just looked at all my friends who have links on my page and i was very very disappointed no one has posted a blog in quite a while what going on people? i want to know what your problems are and whats bothering you or whatever you post will be fine. haha
well i've been sick this past week so... you know how sometimes you lose weight cause you don't eat a lot and everything well i weighed myself today to see if i had a lost any weight and if i had to see how much. i lost about 5lbs but that could also be cause i've been playing soccer also anyway i have lost 5lbs since the last time i weighed myself (which was when..... I have no idea i never weigh myself) but anyway so i told my mom and she was like well you know maybe it was water weight so i said you don't think i lost any weight at all then? and she said yeah i was "o.k. mom thanks for being happy for me" (i didn't say whats in" )i went for being kinda happy to not happy at all. yeah so **i just want to let you know that i really don't care about my weight but just because i was sick i was kinda concerned.**
the only reason i talked about such a dumb subject is because i haven't been to school or out of the house except to see a soccer game in a car so yeah really the only reason i posted anything was so you would post something so go blog about your day oh and i cant wait till refuge sunday night!! woowoot hahah

yeah so i feel reallly bad and i just waned everyone to pray for me thanks guys yall are awesome much love!!!! ttyl

Everyones Invited

hey guys this Friday we, West Feliciana High, is playing their first district play-off game so we really need some support. if at all possible it would be great if yall could come let me know ahead of time and i can buy your tickets for a cheaper price. but if not thats cool too., but yeah soo if you can come to the game its this Friday night at 7:00 but you might want to get there a little early and wear blue and white to show your support i love ya and i hope you can come ttyl

an old blog

Alright before you read this I just want to you to know that I wrote this about a year ago and I didnt feel like changing it so if your confused about something leave a comment and ill ttyl I love yall MAUH!!!

Ok I have been wanting to do this blog for a while now so now I am doing it.

My parents won’t let me date. When I was younger I was really mad because I couldn’t. All my friends have always said "aww yall look so cute together yall should go out" I would always say something to change the subject. I would always avoid the question. I would really like to date who ever he would be but I was always afraid my parents would find out. (TIP I haven’t really had ALOT of guys ask me out. I have always liked the guy. I can count on one hand of how many guys asked me out.)

Then it hit me this past week. one of my friends said you should go out with him he really likes you he always talks to you in class and he flirts with you alot. well I thought what would I gain from dating him? I know that we are just going to braek up sooner or later so why? I want to be that girl that the guy says that’s my girlfriend and we will be together for forever. I don’t want to be just another girlfriend. (Sorry I am going to brag about myself) I and special and I want to be that special someone to someone ( I am not going to be just another girlfriend FORGET IT!!).ill date when I want to get married but why date to date. I will laugh and have fun with guys but I am 15 almost( 5 months) 16. why date just to for the heck of it. I want to be proud when I say I can count how many dates and boyfriends I have had.

so if your reading this and you really want to date me and you just cant help but think about me ALL the time. then i guess you can do one thing. ASK MY DAD!!!!!!! I hope my "prince charming" has the guts to talk to my dad. But be prepared. He might grill you. But if he’s the ONE then he can handle it.

In the meanwhile I am single and waiting for my "prince charming" and I will be this kind of girl friend. If I ever date you.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...

I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...

I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...

I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl who really does want to be friends(ill never break up with you)after a break up...

I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I'M THE GIRL WHO LOVES IT WHEN YOU HUG ME FROM BEHIND OR KISS ME ON THE
FOREHEAD..

I'm the girl who loves you for you; and doesn't care what other people say about us...

I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...

I'm the girl who will always love you...

And just remember I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!